Wow, I don't even have words to describe this day.
In fact, I don't even know why I'm posting this, because I know it will make me sad all over again, not that I'm not sad, but it will bring all the pain back. So, maybe I'm posting this to feel better about it, or maybe just to record my feellings in this moment.
Where to begin...
Five years ago, my grandma, Cristina, had a brain haemorrhage, and since then, she could no longer walk, or move her left arm.
She spent five years in bed, just watching televition, eating, talking with family.
On week-ends, her nurs, would take her, on her wheele chair, to the near by cafe, and on mondays, to have breakfast with some of her friends.
On the afternoons, she would be sitting on her chair, or lying on bed.
I don't leave in the same state as she did, but I would visit her often on vacations and long week-ends.
As you can see, this wasn't a happy life, but it was still life, and she had company all the time.
Two weeks ago, she got really sick, something related to the heart, and she couldn't breathe very well, so they took her to the hospital and she was well, not ok, but not that bad.
And three days ago, she returned to her house, with an oxygen tank and all.
By now, you'd think I was prepared for her death, and I thought I was, but really, one can never be prepared for something like that.
So yes, as You've already guessed, she, well, passed away today.
Sitting here, listening to the rain, I'm just regretting two things.
One, I didn't call her to often, and this is not an excuse, but the truth, it hurt me so much to speak to her by phone, cause she wouldn't hear verry well.
And the secund thing I regret, just yesterday, my mom called, and told me to call her, I really was going to do it but at the end I didn't call.
I love you grandma, you'll always be in my prairs, I'm sure you're in heaven now, happy with god.
(unedited)
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Friday, June 22, 2012
Friday, December 23, 2011
Merry christmas!
Hi everybody, hope you’re enjoying this hollydays.
I am, I’ll spend Christmas with dad’s side of the family, witch is really cool.
This year I gave my self an early Christmas present, an incredible Ipod touch!!
Its accessible right out of the box, I just had to turn voice over on by going to settings, general an accessibility.
I just drag my finger across the screen, an voice over reads everything my finger touches without opening anything.
To open the selected item, I just double tap it.
There are other gestures for example to scroll, drag or flick.
I just wanted to brag about this amazing thing, an to say thankyou, apple fokes.
I wish everyone a merry Christmas an a happy new year.
Hope you have a really good time with your family an or loved ones.
I am, I’ll spend Christmas with dad’s side of the family, witch is really cool.
This year I gave my self an early Christmas present, an incredible Ipod touch!!
Its accessible right out of the box, I just had to turn voice over on by going to settings, general an accessibility.
I just drag my finger across the screen, an voice over reads everything my finger touches without opening anything.
To open the selected item, I just double tap it.
There are other gestures for example to scroll, drag or flick.
I just wanted to brag about this amazing thing, an to say thankyou, apple fokes.
I wish everyone a merry Christmas an a happy new year.
Hope you have a really good time with your family an or loved ones.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
A post per month? I mean... day!
Hi everyone!!
Its been a while since I last posted, I think twitter is reimplacing blogger lol.
Ok, not that I’m a very good blogger, but for example if I wanna blog about something, sometimes its quicker to twitte it.
I’ve read that next month it’s a post per day… It will be a difficult task, but I think I can manage it.
I’m slacking on blogging, I was like oh… what the? When I read its been more than a month since the last time I posted.
Hmm… I’ll ramble a little…
Life has been good, my family is ok (whitch I’m glad for), I’m now starting to do a beat of writing an rolly-playing.
If you like to rolly-play, write fanfiction, or love Harry Potter go hear:
http://www.hexrpg.com/index.php
Another cool thing I’ve discovered is this side:
http://www.booksshouldbefree.com/genre/Historical_Fiction
Where you can download free audiobooks, or listen to them there.
It has one of the largest list of audiobooks I’ve ever seen.
Today I installed a StatsCounter, lets see how it works.
So, if you see something wheard about my blog, it’s the statcounter’s falt.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Day 1.(vacations)
Remember I wrote about my six days on vacation?
So, this is my first day:
Sunday:
I woke up at 8 o’clock,I showered, an went to the airport.
You see, this was a familiar trip so I went with all my family.
(we went to the beach)
We arrived at the airport at 9 an we just waitted to board the plain.
The Plain landed at one thirty, we took a taxy to go to our hotel.
When we arrived they showed us the room an we just swam an rested all they long (it was super hot).
For dinner we went to a delicious restaurant, I had meat with mash potatoes an a salad.
This post was really short, on Sunday we didn’t do much, we were tired, it was really hot an the pool was delicious!
Don’t worry, this’ll be the only borring day.
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